Breeeeeeeathe

I do not consider myself a workaholic. But wow. I am having the hardest time just taking a day off today. 

In theory I want to go to the gym, but I am pretty tired, so I don't really want to go, but I'm still kneading myself to go. 

And I keep sending emails of the practical sense, scheduling things, thinking about how I should clean. 

Calm down, B! Just. Relax. 

I guess the hardcore focus of productivity from our society runs deep. Even in me, who thinks she's somewhat immune.